화이팅 :D

mainstream :)

2011-12-11T01:25:00.001-08:00

a new word i learnt yesterday, from a feet :P

Yesterday was a wonderful and exciting day. The first half day was meaningful and rewarding, and the next half was all crazy and tiring, but FUN ;)

It all begins when my alarm clock rings at 5.30am, and again on 5.50am, BUT it failed to wake me up. Luckily at around 6.30am my cute little papa opens my bedroom door. I'm really sensitive to the opening sound of a door knob so i immediately jumped up and sit upright - i can't be late. The briefing starts at 7am!! Oookay, so we quickly 'flew' to sunway pyramid. And thank God i was just in time.

Then the briefing, then the quick tour around, & then we started chit chatting while waiting for the event to start.

The blue balloon divider- blocking the entrance :)

Around 8am, the emcee told us that there are already hundreds of people waiting outside, and most of them actually arrived as early as 6am, just to get free admission. Btw, i've not explained about what event is this right? Haha. It's a event for the Friso milk powder purchasers, when they purchased a RM50+ milk powder, they can get 3 free passes (2 Parents + 1 Child) to this Friso Pool Party event, limited to 1300 participants. & i think this offer really worth each cent lo, the entrance fee not cheap man. So, we the helpers are supposed to lead 5 families around Sunway Lagoon and gather them at the beach to play the games Friso organized.

Saw the blue balloon divider picture above? Well, you couldn't imagine how many people were behind it. OMMO, when the helpers removed the balloons, those people were like mad bulls charging in. Luckily we stood at the side jek, if not sure kena stomp over -____-

Around 10am most of the helpers were assigned with the families.. while we still stood under the shed chit chatting coz its kinda sunny out there, and many people still continue to flood in...... Until someone shouted out: "Hey dudes, we should be panicking, if there are no families left, we won't get the $."

OKAY. This person really get me panicking. If i came for nothing, i'll sure kena from little papa >.< Some of the helpers who heard what she say, including me all become crazy and start to search for our "families". Finally, i'm assigned to 3 families (bcoz there are not enough families already... i'm like the last few helpers :P) Luckily my face thick enough jek, coz i kept standing beside the team leader and 'snatching' the families from other helpers :P

2 families are from Johor, and 1 of them is local- which, i'm quite certain i've seen them before somewhere... oh well. So i took them for a tour around. It is super funny for me, a person that never been to sunway lagoon before to lead the tour. LOL.

Enjoy the photos taken :) It's my 1st time there, so i took a lot of random pics. Haha. ~~Sorry for the poor quality :x~~

The looong drawbridge. Didn't get the chance to go up and walk tho.

Front: Friso Pool Party, 9am to 2pm. Back: Bungy jump.

At the pool side: People mountain people sea! xD

Pool Slide. wheeeeeeeeeeee x)

idk who's this :P

The small Friso stage.

Friso milk powders.

Ta-da! 2pm arrived, pay time! xD

Waiting for $ heehehehheheh.

Random scene

Glad they gave us cash. HAHAHAHAHHA shopping time xD

On the way back to the main entrance.

Looks fun. Gonna try it someday xD

Marrybrown. The food there expensive daooo... One 7-Up RM4!! O.O

Zulu walk.

Small waterfall and lake.

Vertical view :D

Koi fishies :D

Some random kid taking photos.

Random people.

Python!! eeeeee

Sneak preview.

Beautiful rocks.

More koi fishies :D

Escalator tunnel.

Long ride. Have to take 3 escalators to go up.

Random ad.

Pirate ship! They say it turns 360 degree. Ohgod.

Arrgh, very blur. It's the Zoo entrance.

Scaryyyyyy.

The boat is swinging high.

And higher...

And higher!!!

360 degree. Ommo so scary.

Don't wanna look anymore... *Runs*

Two bronze sphinx. Or lion haha.

The map.

Arghh, cannot see at all. Cave decorations.

Waterfall!!

Distant view :D

Tiger cafe. Just opposite the tiger's...erm...home :)

Aaaaaaaaaaaaah cannot see ar... Got two tigers de... ;(

Tiger's home :)

Why?? Lousy phone.

The tigers arrr... why cannot seeeeeeee

Scream park.

Merry go round x)

Erm. The terminator?

Scary eyes. i dont like it.

Returning back the pass :)

Thank you pass for giving me free admission! xD

Oookie, shopping time liao!! xD Went to Daiso, (some shop) & (some shop). Paiseh, i'm not that good in remembering shop names :P Oh yeah, and i also went to Brands ~~Outfit~~ Outlet laa!!! LOL. Bought two 2 for 50 pants in the end (Y)

And then and then and then that feet came to meet me!!! Happy sei ngo ahhh xD And then we went long gai...

Inside SP. Aaaah, the Christmas atmosphere is everywhere :D

I LOVE this!! BLUE lights yayyyyy xD

Bling Bling BLUE lights xD

... and long gai dao midvalley there :P Random pics taken also, including:

The Barbie Christmas Tree. Why blur whyyyy -.-

Say hello to my feet :P That feet eating chicken rice. Eat eat eat :P

p/s. I apologize on behalf of my hp for blurring you :PP

The Body Shop :)

Ah I like this!! So creative man, they turn the Centre court into a maze!! xD

Gardens next :)

Random xD

Back to midvalley again & we were so lucky to see the dancer's performance!
There's Peter rabbit as well. Oh, and their costumes are so friggin nice!!

Crowd gathering to see the performance :)

Bid goodbye to that feet around 9pm. So sad man. Hope to see her soon lo, you heard it feet! :P Still can't believe that i actually wore the Friso Gold milk powder L-sized shirt to long gai -_____- Luckily it's in baby blue... if it's in pink, there's no way i will wear it for the whole day :P

Wah that day my legs seriously pain like sheet due to the continuous walking here and there. And in the end i'm forced to sit on the bathroom floor to wash my ~~stinky~~ hair :P My legs seriously bo lat. Attached are the ~~evidences to our silliness~~ erhemm... SWEET MEMORIES together :PP

This is it, feet :P

Last year's 13th Dec :)

Will be MIA for 1 month!

To those people: You know where to find me ;P

111111.

2011-11-11T06:56:00.001-08:00

nice number. cant believe that im actually alive to witness this special day that happened just once. ONCE. im sure that many people would be having their weddings carried on today; or even have their babies born on this day.

so when people asked them those questions, eg. when did you two sky born one pair (LOL) got married? or when's ur daughter/ son's birthday? or when's YOUR birthday? they will reply "111111" with pride and joy.

okay i have to admit that i wanna do that too. for no reason. :P

oh, how i wish to be born on that day that has such a beautiful and lucky date. and to think that i actually missed that chance 19 years ago really make we wanna scream like mad. if i could just bertahan for a few more hours, and not kicking my mum's stomach like there's nothing else to do on earth... i would be a 0808 special baby instead of 0708 normal baby. uhh.

never mind i know its fated. it's God's will. i know i know. #imdaydreamingignoremeplease.

okay. time to reveal what i did today- which is absolutely something that means nothing.

*12 hours ago*

OMMO. i cant believe im wasting this special morning waiting for my brother's registration at LaSalle. AND IT IS NGAM NGAM HOU AT 111111 11:11:11AM. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

please let me shout people. PLEASE. by right i should be putting my hands together, sitting on my comfortable sofa and making a wish (or two) (oh or maybe three, i cant decide :P) at that hour.

BUT i was standing on the dusty ground of LaSalle's hall with NO air-cond, queuing up with other khun po khun mehs (parents in Thai) to register a place for my "beloved", one and only brother.

*flips white eye* #directtranslation.

and *breathes in* i missed it. 11:11AM. i didnt even realise when it comes and time just flowed away... like that.

if something is not going to be mine, don't even let me see it. NO, don't even let me know that it existed. I DONT WANNA KNOW AT ALL.

sorry, im just being emotional here... ignore me please.

i friggin hope that he's able to get a place in Catholic high. if not my sacrifice would be pointless. you heard that lil brother?

lemme suffer with two of my ulsers this weekend. i just wanna... cool down.

*breathes out*

i cried.

2011-10-13T20:44:00.000-07:00

After a few months. Nothing, actually there's nothing bothering me inside that forced out those special tears. I'm just touched by Joo won and Ra im's love (Secret Garden). This is the second korean drama that blurred my eyes with tears. I couldn't recall the first one.

Just finished ep18. Joo won brought Ra im to a place where it rains for them to switch bodies. Because he doesn't want to see Ra im lying unconsciously in bed. Because he doesn't want Ra im to suffer any pain. Because he loves her. He abandoned everything he had in his life. Status, family, money, and his own life to exchange Ra im's life. He took Ra im's place and... died. *cries*

Why? I was thinking. Why would a person do such a crazy thing? He explained in the letter for her: "Now we can be together. Everyday. And we will live happily ever after just like other couples. 永远幸福。 Because you are in my body... "That man" was played. Tears streamed out again.

A miracle happened that night. They met in a garden in the snow. Ra im's father showed up and break the magic spell cast on them before. It all started with the flower wine, and it shall end with it also. They drank the wine and flower petals began to fall as pretty as snow.

They switched back again. But the story continues with a nasty twist. Joo won lost his memory. He went back to that time while he was just 21. Back to 13 years ago, he forgotten Ra im completely. However, Gil Ra im, this name, struck him at the time he woke up from bed.

Ra im won't let Joo won go this time. They started again. Back to the beginning when they met each other. Ra im approached Joo won's mother, who strongly forbids them to be together. "请你把儿子交给我吧，我会让他幸福的。" And she walked away coolly.

Joo won might lost part of his memory, but there's a part inside him that belongs to Ra im. They were meant to be. Episode 18 ends with Joo won beholding Ra im's face with a distance of approximately 3cm. "That man" was played again. I smiled. :)

love is amazing.

*credits to http://blog.daum.net/hanryu4u/11926212 and another blog :)

Yay?

2011-10-12T03:58:00.000-07:00

*click to enlarge*

so as i was watching that malaysian movie Nasi Lemak 2.0 (out of pure curiosity and wondering why people say that it's not worth watching), that friend of mine phoned me.

& at first i was like... NO it cannot be, i know its wednesday today but... THE RESULTS ARE OUT ALREADY??? so of course i cepat cepat paused that movie and logged in the portal. and scrolled down.

there's improvement :) and disappointment :( as well.

oh i really shoudnt post this.

._.

once in a blue moon :D

2011-10-10T02:37:00.000-07:00

Movies
1. Johnny English Reborn ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
2. Johnny English ♥♥♥
3. The Sorcerer and The White Snake ♥♥♥
4. The Princess and The Frog- Disney DVD (x2) ♥♥♥♥♥♥
5. Paul (going to: DVD)
6. Mr. Bean's Holiday (going to: TV3 14/10/2011, Friday, 10pm)

K-Dramas
1. The Slingshot ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
2. Spy Myeongwol ♥♥♥
3. My Fair Lady (x3) ♥♥♥♥♥♥
4. Boys Over Flowers (x2) ♥♥♥♥♥
5. Ojakgyo Family (on-going: KBS World CH391, Sat & Sun, 6.54pm) ♥♥♥♥♥
6. The Princess' Man (on-going: KBS World CH391, Wed & Thurs, 9.03pm) ♥♥♥♥♥
7. Secret Garden (on-going: DVD) ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
8. My Girlfriend is a Guminho (going to: DVD)
9. City Hunter (going to: DVD)
10. Poseidon (going to: KBS World CH391, Mon & Tues, 9.03pm)

Other Dramas (Taiwan, Singapore)
1. The Love River ♥♥♥
2. Gloomy Salad Days (on-going: AEC CH301, Mon-Fri, 5pm) ♥♥
3. A Tale of Two Cities (on-going: AEC CH301, Mon-Fri, 7pm) ♥♥♥

*laughs* well its obvious enough that i've been spending my once in a blue moon holidays watching movies and dramas (as listed above). Heheh. The links to each synopsis are all above, check them out (if you got time :P) AND AND i strongly recommend Johnny English Reborn & The Princess and The Frog (for movies) and Secret Garden (for dramas) THEY ARE AWESOME! ♥ (funny as well xD)

Left with only one week, i shall act faster to finish watching all of the remainings in the list. MUAHAHAHA. you can't blame me, coz after semester 2 starts, i will have absolutely no time for movies or dramas for a whole 2 months, which is a big big torture -.-

& of course i didnt spend ALL my hols on movies and dramas. (duh, im not a 宅女 okay :P) I've also gone through many of My-First-Times during this hol :D

the 1st of My-First-Times is no other than hanging out with my dearest and cutest wing and feet! (nevermind if you don't get it :P) 3 of us went to Sunway Pyramid & enjoyed our lovely tuesday (27/9). It really was a crazy and lovely date & we're already planning for our next date! (which is sadly, next year :/) But then good things comes if you are willing to wait right? ;)

My first times? *points down:*
1. Failed to scare wing and feet (on the same day! epic fail sia @@)
But on the bright side, i actually managed to fool feet that i've dyed my hair blue!
LOL xD
2. Dined at Full House (yummy food!)
3. Sing-k (-ed) at Sunway Pyramid Red Box
4. Registered for a darn Red Box card to get student discount :P
5. Sang That Man twice xD ♥♥♥♥♥
6. Accidentally pressed S while wing was singing :PP (paiseh! :p)
7. Sang some kiddy and old songs with feet -.-
8. Drank 4 glasses of drinks :DD
9. Tumpang-ed wing's mum's car (Thank you auntie :D)
10. Longest inbox message chat (like siao pors) on Facebook xD
11. Photoshopped something for wing xD
12. Posed ma face for feet to draw *Heeeeeee*
13. & My face got a cute little star for feet!!! *xing fen xDD*
14. Wore my cute pjammy t-shirt to a shopping complex coz i couldnt think of what to
wear :P
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My next date is with two of my uni foundation friends, p2 and bao bei, (actually got one more friend geh (minie), but she can't join us bcoz of some last minute meeting :/) exactly two days after the previous one, which is on 29/9, Thursday :D Well, i haven't seen them for some time as well, probably one month. & we went to Sunway Pyramid (again) to sing-k (again :P) LOL xD Gone through some of my first times too:

1. Took bus to Sunway Pyramid (and back)
2. Didn't eat for the whole day (i called it as jian fei :P)
3. Met that dgpf after her class and see the star she got for drawing my face xD
4. Sang from 3pm to 7pm (they didn't chase us out LOL)
5. Hugged Minie in the k-box room :D
6. Sang That Man twice (again LOL) xD
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After a few days, probably on Sunday (2/10), that lum lum ying sms-ed me (after her exams and stuff) :D Another date it means, haha x) This time we went to Midvalley with obasaan! Obasaan really change a lot, haven't seen her since that sleepover at fish's house :P She become more obasaan-ner and skinnier than before. OMMO. As for that lum lum? Still so 38, still loves 牛皮 color de stuff, still taller than me :P

Oh btw, we went there on Tuesday (4/10) and did nothing but walk around the whole shopping complex :P My legs sore like dunno what that night xD Old pals still can experience first times geh ;)

1. Went shopping for groceries at Carrefour with tong :D (heavy dao)
2. Ate at the food court together :D
3. Hunted for shoes (for me) and heels (for tong) and skinny jeans (for obasaan) but
failed :(
4. Bought a grey color nail polish at Sasa (At last i've found you, grey! *grins*)
5. Had my 1st choco top vanilla sundae at McDonalds. (super yummy!)
6. Sat down whenever we spotted a place to sit :P
7. Bought the same bread for tomorrow's breakfast :D
8. Went back with tong by bus and car :D
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Thursday (4/10) was my movie day after FOUR freaking long months. *rolls eyes in disbelief* How did i survived these months eh? fyi, i used to work at the cinema and get two free movie tickets every WEEK. Ommo.

Anyways the same pals, p2 and bao bei accompanied me for Johnny English Reborn & The Sorcerer and The White Snake :DD Johnny English Reborn was awesome!! you can seriously laugh from the beginning till the end! xD whereas white snake was kinda okay only, not to say very nice... but the female character is really pretty :)

Minie joined us after our movies. It's Jusco Day btw, so we decided to shop and pick up some discounted items :D As i was strolling around, i bumped into that lum lum ying!! (and uncle and auntie) Hoho! Then we checked out Applemints pants and found a really cool black skinny jeans with 70% discount. (So of course we bought it laa :P zap dou mar LOL)
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Well the updates are more than enough to keep you updated for now :PP Luckily my semester 2 is a short sem, which means i'll be back blogging after roughly two months bei, OR of course, whenever i am free :DD

don't miss me too much yeah! Oh yeah, and be ready to read thai language on my cute bloggie after 2 months people! :D

till then! ;)

flips

2011-09-26T04:03:00.000-07:00

heheh. im doing something sneaky here xD
i'm flipping through my brother's friend's 纪念册 *grins*

i still remember back in standard 6,
everyone is busy with this 纪念册 thing after UPSR.
and you just have to have that book, if not people will ask you
if you still wanna be friends with them if not why you didnt ask them to write in your book? LOL

ahh, those days :)

the book is kinda childish coz you're basically rewriting what your friend already know about you in some
"about me" page xD
and yeah, you have to write some wishes to them because everyone else does it and it's not kinda polite if you don't. something like: "wish you get 7 A's in UPSR :)" or "祝你考7个A!!!!!!!"
plus, you must, MUST add "friends forever!" or "友谊万岁!" at the end of the page,
even if you and the person is just a hi-bye friend.
it's sort of a traditional culture for the standard 6 kids x)

but but but,
in 2011, the 12 year olds are really something.
for instance, there's this guy in my bro's friend's book that wrote something really funny in the something-to-tell-you corner.
he wrote:

我没有东西讲，只是要跟你说，每个人都有失败的经验，一但成功，不必太开心。。。。。。

the funniest part is 不必太开心 xDDDDDDDDDDDD
laugh die me laa! i copied word by word de, no edits xD

and then another girl wrote:

我希望你可以追 XXX, ......
sarawak: send a rose and wait a kiss

tsk tsk tsk. so young wanna love liao -.-

and one kid really make me dunno wanna laugh at him or say what laa,
he wrote this in the "about me" page, under the "my wish" part:

我的愿望：在UPSR拿5个A。

oh boy, everyone else is hoping to get 7 A's lehh, why you wanna wish like that???
it's not wrong to wish high, coz you really cannot predict the results mar... -.-

and then nowadays the kids taste for their choice of favourite musics are:
what the hell, born this way, boyfriend...

LOL.

well my point is, people change, things change.
it's just a matter of time, really.
#lettimedotherest

i just hope i've not changed too much till heng the wing cannot recognise me tomorrow xD
hehehe :DD

ta-ta!

p/s. gonna learn thai next sem! sa-wa-di-ka! :)

another cute song :)

2011-09-21T10:40:00.000-07:00

그 사람 이승철 :)

2011-09-21T09:43:00.000-07:00

그 사람 날 웃게 한 사람
geu saram nal utge han saram
그 사람 날 울게 한 사람
geu saram nal ulge han saram
그 사람 따뜻한 입술로 내게
geu saram ttatteutan ipsullo naege
내 심장을 찾아준 사람
nae simjangeul chajajun saram

그 사랑 지울 수 없는데
geu sarang jiul su eomneunde
그 사랑 잊을 수 없는데
geu sarang ijeul su eomneunde
그 사람 내 숨 같은 사람
geu saram nae sum gateun saram
그런 사람이 떠나가네요.
geureon sarami tteonaganeyo.

그 사람아 사랑아 아픈 가슴아
geu sarama saranga apeun gaseuma
아무것도 모른 사람아.
amugeotdo moreun sarama.
사랑했고 또 사랑해서
saranghaetgo tto saranghaeseo
보낼 수 밖에 없는 사람아.. 내 사랑아
bonael su bakke eomneun sarama.. nae saranga

내 가슴 너덜 거린데도
nae gaseum neodeol georindedo
그 추억 날을 세워 찔러도
geu chueok nareul sewo jjilleodo
그 사람 흘릴 눈물이
geu saram heullil nunmuri
나를 더욱더 아프게 하네요
nareul deoukdeo apeuge haneyo

그 사람아 사랑아 아픈 가슴아
geu sarama saranga apeun gaseuma
아무것도 모르는 사람아
amugeotdo moreuneun sarama
눈물 대신 슬픔 대신
nunmul daesin seulpeum daesin
나를 잊고 행복하게 살아줘...내 사랑아
nareul itgo haengbokhage sarajwo...nae saranga

우리삶이 다해서 우리 두눈 감을때 그때 한번 기억해
urisarmi dahaeseo uri dunun gameulttae geuttae hanbeon gieokhae

그 사람아 사랑아 아픈 가슴아
geu sarama saranga apeun gaseuma
아무것도 모른 사람아.
amugeotdo moreun sarama.
사랑했고 또 사랑해서
saranghaetgo tto saranghaeseo
보낼 수 밖에 없는 사람아..
bonael su bakke eomneun sarama..

내 사랑아 내 사랑아 내 사랑아
nae saranga nae saranga nae saranga

mid July

2011-07-20T05:27:00.000-07:00

arrived silently.

i've been so blur and living a blind life nowadays,

like what the picture says below:

cancel no. 1 & no. 3...... i dont even have time to sleep.

sad case *shakes head*

#ohmylife is such a mess.

my only entertainment now is the 8.30pm Personal Taste,

can watch while drawing :)

currently working on my A3 Drawing Assignment 1 below.

due date tomorrow 8am O_O

not yet complete laa, no eyes see my final artwork -______-

hands feeling stiff,

eyes very blur,

it's gonna be another sleepless night.

*sighs from deep within*

nevertheless, thank God that im still living :')

up-date!

2011-06-23T20:57:00.000-07:00

i have only 1hour to update my blog :)

someone out there wants to stalk me but i've deactivated my FB.

well there's no big deal actually.

one of my friend just kept on nagging me on how frequent i spend all my time on FB, so to jaga my muka, i tell her that i will deactivate my FB for one whole week ;)

no worries friends :D

about my uni life for degree.

yeah, there's not even one post about that eh :P

hence im going to update you guys about it NOW ;)

unfortunately, i dont know why but the uni admin somehow thinks that we are geniuses.

we have to take 6 subjects for year one sem one.

OMMO.

& the time table is worse.

everyday 8am to 5pm (except for wed. we finish class at 2pm)

i dont even have time to sleep!

whats even horrible,

outta the 6 subjects, only 3 of them got exam.

& the % was like 10% or 30% ONLY.

-______-

which means nothing but assignments.

lots and lots of assignments.

when you finished one and successfully submitted it, "POP!" another assignment comes.

it's NON-STOP, you dont even have time to breathe.

and because all the subjects are assignment-based,

you cannot cincai do them but you have to use your heart and soul to complete them.

IF not?

you have to repeat that subject. like seriously.

lets look at the list of assignments in hand now:

1. Assignment 1 English Communication: Letter Writing

2. Exercise 2 Computer Graphic: Postcard-designing

3. Assignment 2 Visual Communication: Poster-designing

4. Assignment 2 Creative Thinking: Create Children Story Book

5. Weekly Journal for History of Art & Design (PLUS update blog. PLUS mind-map)

6. Drawing I: Value wheel

most of the assignments are due next week.

& i am so dead because that means more sleep-less nights.

stressed? maybe a little bit ;)

i very vulnerable to stress one laa :P

okay.

needa continue on my postcard designing in the Mac lab liao :D

buh-bye! ;)

天啊!

2011-06-14T07:01:00.000-07:00

怎么会有两个长得那么像的人？

ohmytian. i dont wanna replay herstory again laa!

*emo-ing*

*pinching hard on face*

*shakes head vigorously*

*呐喊*

oh please.

AH!

2011-06-13T11:28:00.000-07:00

this is insane.

i cant believe that i've just opened a blog for History of art & design.

and it's 2.30am now.

YESH. i'm awake just to sort out my many undone stuff.

weighed myself earlier this evening.

*shakes head*

from now on, i'm gonna do as what the saying said:

"早餐吃得饱，午餐吃得好，晚餐吃得少。"

mmmmhmm.

ohGod. i need you laa ;)

-____-

2011-05-18T06:57:00.000-07:00

the moodless emoticon, i call it. (means no mood)

a little explanation for my 14/5 blu! post :)

well i've just finish writing the previous post. it's from last saturday, i dunno why i just cant sleep so i woke up around 3 something and decided to blog and somehow lost control of my hand from typing the whole story out.

Hence, i worked on it for 3 hours or so but still cant finish it before 8am. (gonna catch the ktm to go to work) Thats why it's only out now :P

went window shopping with my pals today.

dunno why, i just feel kinda moodless.

maybe because both of my friends are also very moodless?

so we eat and eat.

after pizza hut, we went mcdonalds.

ah, and i promised my chocolate sundae that after i ate him i will try to cut weight.

sigh. still feelin' kinda moodless now.

whats wrong with me?

the numbness, it's like your brain is blank. like a white piece of A4 paper.

and you just wanna stare outside the window for nothing.

and you just wanna sit down and glare at the floor for nothing.

and you just wanna stay on the public bus forever without getting down.

-____-

i think i need my dolphin. #ifyouknowwhatthatmeans

going to degree in like 10days time. for 3 years.

hmmm. it's no big deal. i can do it :)

recalling how easy the drama goes when "After 3 years" appeared on the screen.

usually at the first episode or the last episode,

the story will jump from present to the future,

in one second.

well, life is LIKE a drama, but it's not one.

guess im gonna switch on my be strong! mode.

and move on with a smile :)

작별 :)

blu!

2011-05-14T13:06:00.000-07:00

it's 4am in the morning and i've just woke up.
no, actually i havent been sleeping at all. -.-

insomnia.

hunger.

(or probably because of the sudden inspiration that come to my mind makes my body cells all wide awake :P)
#youdontknowdelah:P

anyways, i want to blog about my very first 3D movie that i've watched two days ago: Rio ;)
my working friends all super cute one,
hambalang say wanna watch with me after work xD

and to be honest, i'm FREAKING EXCITED to watch it coz i never watch 3D movies before.
lol. xD

well, actually you can just read the synopsis from wikipedia,
but i dont care i just wanna write it here xD

Rio is actually a place in Brazil (and i think it's a forest's name) haha.
the movie starts with a very nice Rio song, but all i can remember is that all the birds are flying in front of me! (awesome 3D effect xD) singing Rio~ Rio~

OMMO! i was thrilled lah seriously!
then they introduced this main character, a birdie named Blu!
OMMO! Blu! as in b-l-u-e.
AND he is in blue!
AWWWWWWWWWWW!!! he's so little and petite and CUTE!
aiyoh why google dont have baby Blu's picture?

while i was enjoying the lovely music and all,
and little Blu was just about to flap it's small wings and fly out from his nest,
the music suddenly stopped.
the bad birdie hunters appear from nowhere and catch the birds and put them into cages,
including little Blu! ;(

the scene changed to Minnesota (idk where :P)
and it's like everything is fated,
little Blu's cage fell out from the lorry that carries the poor birdies,
and a girl spotted him :)
she's Linda, a cute person.

Linda raised Blu and they lived peacefully in her bookstore,
until one day...

...a guy named Tulio (from Brazil) came to Linda.
he explained that Blu is the last blue color male Macaw species in the world,
and in order to save their species,
Blu must travel to Brazil to meet the last blue color female Macaw.

at Brazil :) and the carnival is just around the corner. On the way to meet 'her', Blu saw these two cute birdies and make friends with them. They taught him how to win a girl's heart xD

Tulio is a bird doctor (......gist?) lol. and he squawks like a bird to communicate with the birds -.- lame guy.

at last, Blu gets to meet her ;)

#lovewillcometoyouwhenitistime,youdontneedtochaseforit;)
another fascinating 3D birdie, Jewel appear in front of me. awwwww, she's pretty!

Yes you're right, it's love at first sight for Blu xD

BUT, Jewel doesnt seem to be interested in Blu, all she wants is to have pure freedom, to fly freely outside there, and not stay in a man-made place with Blu. She wants Blu to help her to get outside. However, before they even get to escape, a boy stole them away from the bird hospital. Plop! they are inside another cage. & this time, they're chained together :D

Luckily, Blu has become a pro in opening cages because he does that everyday back in Minnesota with Linda. The only problem about Blu is that he cannot fly. Yeah. He's been walking instead of flying all the time. Jewel have no choice but to 'walk' with him because they're chained together. (imagine two birds walking together xD) This makes Jewel very bu shuang, but what to do? It's fate. lol. So they spend their first night together. Awwwww ;)

the next day, both of them wander off in the forest and met Raphael, a very kind bird that is helpful enough to bring them to his friend to release their chain. The journey is half an hour's time, if they fly. IF. But you know, Blu cant, so......

Raphael brought Blu to a very, very, very,

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where people do skydiving and all those flying games. OMMO.

ohgawd. if only i have the guts, i'll sure go try one xD

"it's in your blood, Every bird can fly, just flip your wings..."

Blu tried. But he failed and both of them landed on one parachute... thing. He's very scared at first but when Jewel asked him to look down, he was awed. i was awed too, dont forget it's in 3D ;) OMMO everything seems so real! i wish i'm a bird laa :P

suddenly, Blu got up and feel the breeze. & as you can see from the pictures below, they got unbalanced because of some physics theory i guess. air? thrust? :P

and they ended up on the beach xD

funny indeed xD

after a while, i forgot how they got to this place.

it's full of all kinds of birds, sorta a bird disco club or something xD

when the samba music, the same song right in the beginning that goes Rio~ Rio~ plays,

Blu was struck by this particular piece of music, coz it was the first song that he heard right in the beginning, when he was just a baby. He suddenly flap his wings, tail, and become very hyper.

and this is where they both got attracted by each other xD
they dance until so cute laa, almost kissed each other tim! :P

zoom in xD

but you know de lah, everytime when the guy is about to kiss a girl something or someone will sure interrupt geh xP

and here the monkeys came and spoil the party.

actually, there's a evil bird that i forgot to mention earlier. forgot the name. i think it's Nigel la. He's the bird of the bird hunter that wants to capture Blu and Jewel to sell them for a fortune one. BAD GUY! and Nigel is super evil. He threatens the monkeys to help him to trail Blu and Jewel is not he will kill the monkey head.

and got one part very funny. You know how the monkeys communicate? they steal the tourists iPhones and sms "Ooo Ooo Eee Aah" to each other. LOL!

the picture below is "Birds vs. Monkeys" battle.

no need to say, of course the birds won ;D

Raphael assists Blu and Jewel to get on a bus. & they helped the dumb dumb Blu to impress Jewel! coz Blu really dunno how to be romantic de loh. tsk tsk :P

see the pink tree down there? this part is the BEST man! when the pink leaves fall from the tree, there're like floating around us! OMMO so romantic laa xD

finally, Raphael's friend, Loius, which is a bulldog helped Blu and Jewel to take off their chain. Using his saliva. YUCKS. His saliva is dropping every second xD geli laa x)

after Blu and Jewel are separated by the chain, Jewel immediately fly for joy, leaving Blu on the ground. Then the dumb dumb Blu still go chi gek Jewel, and say that he wants to go back and find Linda and his cozy home. So Jewel left him, sadly.

Tetapi, on the way this evil Nigel caught Jewel! luckily Blu's two friends saw it and quickly informed Blu.

It's carnival night. Everyone is on the street celebrating, while the bad guys disguised themselves as birds, using a bird car float (or whatever it's called) to get through the crowd and is heading to the airport! and inside the float there's hundreds of birds locked in cages, including Jewel!

As Blu rushed to the parade (on Loius) to save Jewel, Linda was in the search of finding Blu too. Linda and Julio even disguised themselves as birdie performers! so cute xD

Blu looks so MAN! ommo he's trying to catch the car float with Jewel inside :D

Just as Nigel expected, he doesn't need to go after Blu coz Blu will come to find Jewel. Immediately after Blu got on the car float, he was locked up too :(

But, Linda loves Blu so much that she cant afford to lose him. So she snatched a car float and trailed the bad guys car float to the airport! the power of love OMMO xD

In the end, Linda and Tulio still failed to stop the bad guys plane from departing off. Just as hope was about to disappear, the scene switched to the inside of the plane. Blu managed to get himself outta the cage and released all the other birds too. He so heroic laa x)

As Blu opened the plane doors, all the birds flew out like popcorn popping out from packages! the sky became so colorful in all of a sudden~! Every bird left the plane safely, except Blu and Jewel. Blu can't fly! Jewel hesitated for a while. AND the bad bird Nigel suddenly came in and hurt Jewel's wing! OMMO! Luckily Blu is clever enough and he make Nigel PLOP into the airplane's flapper. the plane is about to crash BUT both of them cant fly now x(

Blu and Jewel was thrown out into the big blue sky. the romantic part comes- they kissed in the air! awwwww. And this time it's Jewel that kissed Blu xD After they kissed Blu was like strucked by the power of love, and he suddenly flap his wings and FLY!!! yorr why i cannot find the picture laa, the scene really very romantic, Blu grab Jewel under his claws and flew back to Linda and Julio!

It's happy ending again :) Blu and Jewel married and 'produced' more little Blus and Jewels!

...and they lived happily ever after in RIO! :D

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Anne Hathaway as Jewel, both also very pretty :D

the cute bulldog Louis, see the saliva? xD

the bad bird Nigel and the monkey.

my rating? 101/100 ;)

grins

2011-05-05T06:00:00.000-07:00

my blogging mood is back :P

and i'm going to jot down the conversation that makes me ROFL gao gao today xD

it all happens when A, B and C came to my counter today.

A and B = guys
C = girl
D = me ;)
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C: we want 3 tickets for fast and furious 5.
D: sorry fast and furious 5 is all sold out. only midnight shows are available, but also front seats.
C: awww, then do you have any other english movies??
D: maybe you would like to go for thor?
A: no no no, i already watched thor! i dont want that one!
B and C: okay, next?
D: water for elephants? red riding hood?
A, B and C: nahhh, that movie not nice one...
D: rio?
B: oh, the chicken movie.
D: *LOL*
C: we dont want cartoon.
D: then... the room mate?
B and C: YES!? that sounds nice *glances at the poster* :))
the poster: a girl standing in front of her hostel.
D: *click click click* *enters into the seating plan*
A, B and C: *looks at the seating plan* ohh, a lot of seats!
C: actually what is this movie about?
D: err. it's about a lesbian's story. girl love girl. *ROFL!!!!!!!!!!!*
A, B and C: OHMYGAWD. no wonder no people wanna buy, the hall is so empty!
D: *yeah. giggles*
C: you have anything else?
D: err. justin bieber?
B and C: (almost shouting) NO WAY HE'S GAY!!!
B: i'm not going to pay to watch him, he's GAY. *emphasizes strongly*
C: *turns to A* so you wanna watch a GAY movie or a LES movie?
A: *LOL* up to you guys. i'll just follow.
C: i think we'll just go for movies some other day. hahaha~
B: *nods* yeah.
D: bye bye. *ROFL*
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so the conclusion is: A is a follower. NOLAH! lol. justin bieber is gay (no offense, nak cari gaduh pergi cari mereka :P)

okie, i shall end this post with the tits-and-bits of my working life recently:

1. the-i-looked-so-noob-photo will not be hanging on the wall soon!

2. friggin happy to bump into ah jie on tuesday and kok keong today! xD

3. maybe switching to a higher pay work soon! :P *excited*

4. Nikon d3100 or Canon dslr please wait for me!

5. i love my peers. muuuuuuuuacks!

6. walking back from work to lose weight! ;)

pumping oil to move on! HWAITING! ;)

09.04.2011 ♥

2011-04-09T07:32:00.000-07:00

picture of the day. my family :)

nuff said ;)

fruits

2011-04-08T03:28:00.000-07:00

really worked for my fever,

thank you dear khai aka my feet ;)

yeah and for your information,

the only thing that you would never want to see in your life is:

seeing a dawrayn cutting food inside the kitchen.

ESP. fruits ;)

because she will laugh to herself while cutting them (unconsciously, serious.)

and she will cut every type of fruit according to the shapes she like.

if she ever feel that the shape that she cut out does not please her,

she will destroy the fruit.

for example, maybe she cuts a mango and found out that the shape is ugly.

then she will chop chop chop until you cannot recognize what fruit is it *wink*

and most of the times,

she will sure cut her finger.

but being a strong girl, she will just look at her finger and say:

"oh, i cut dao my finger le. *giggles x)*"

however, there are two kinds of fruit that she will NEVER cut.

1) pineapple (coz' it stinks), and

2) apple, coz'...

many many years ago, while she is cutting an apple,

the fruit knife droved into one of her finger.

maybe like 0.5cm deep or so, and of course,

her blood flowed out, as red as the red apple's skin.

and till today, the scar is still there.

bad apple.

oh well. the story ends there :P

lets end this post with a sexy triptych photo of

song sam dong (kim soo hyun), my new love:

he's sexy horr ;)

next please.

2011-04-03T07:29:00.000-07:00

i shouldn't have said that.

this is crazy.

i looked up just to see two "bu nan bu nu" person (ah guas),

wearing like girls,

putting up make up, fake wigs and all,

and showing HIS boobs in front of my eyes.

i was like

*hands shivered a little*

"good afternoon welcome to gsc"

*forced a smile*

*making sure that my smile doesn't look fake*

and they was like

"hi~~~"

"i nak tengok sucker punch hehehehe~"

*one ah gua touches another ah gua's hand*

O.M.M.O.!!!

what is this?!

the left ah gua was okay,

at least he looked more like a human.

a guy inside a piece of dress and covered with make up, thats all.

BUT the right ah gua,

he was like THE MOST EWW-ISH PERSON I'VE EVER MET IN MY LIFE!

his boobs was like two big bowls on his chest and

i can see like 3/4 of it.

and its F.A.K.E.

FAKE!

he probably undergo some surgery or injected some female hormones to that part.

this is crazy!

and his voice sounds more eww-ish than the left ah gua!!

their appearance caused such a chaos at our counter.

all my colleagues and even my supervisor are giggling (silently of course)

i quickly asked them to choose the seats and all,

but they took like 3 or 4 freaking minutes to decide where to sit!!

i was like

"seat ini baik"

they quickly said

"tak, tak, mana exit"

"i nak duduk dekat exit"

"inilah~"

*points here points there on the screen*

*looks at another ah gua*

"okey tak?"

*looks at each other again*

*giggled weirdly*

only then they finally say "okey" together.

i printed the tickets and gave them and

they started to leave......

AND turned back and faced me in all of a sudden.

ommo!!! i was like *what do you want???????????*

they asked me if "...dalam botol" got a lot of people watch or not.

fyi,

"...dalam botol" is a story quite similar to the two ah gua's story.

its also about two guy friends then one guy fall for the other guy so he went for a switching-sex surgery and turn himself into a girl hoping to get the guy's love. but unfortunately the guy doesn't love him/ her back. so he (stupidly) turn himself back to a guy again....... something like that. you can always try google to know more.

when i showed them the seating plan,

the right ah gua shrieked with her high-pitched-eww-ish voice coz

the cinema is almost empty.

(of course, who would like to watch such a _____ movie... x.x)

at last he said "tak apa lah~~~!"

and they swooshed their fake wigs and walked away.

finally. before i announced my death.*touch wood*

i almost vomited blood.

my dear friends out there, have you ever imagine that the previous time you saw me

may be the very last time you ever saw me in your entire life?!

faster thank God for saving me.

i am so gonna erase this disgusting memory from my mind!

no nightmares tonight please....................................

imma going to sleep le.

ohdear ;/

you can say it's random :)

2011-03-29T07:19:00.000-07:00

actually i should really get my drawing started.

but im just too lazy :P

15 drawings arrrrr.

ommo.

and now there isn't any nice korean movie to watch also.

cannot release stress liao.

i miss dream high ;(

something happened today.

not a good thing i should say, but everything's sorted out now.

kinda.

not gonna write it out,

someone will kill me =x

my hair has become super messy these few days.

it has sorta grown loooooong in all of a sudden.

and the weather nowadays is so hot. OMMO.

and i have this small little voice inside my mind that kept telling me to

"cut it off, cut it short."

well. someone tell me what to do.

one more thing.

i began to realise that entering a U really makes us old.

OLD.

10 years older than our actual age perhaps.

chinja.

im exhausted lah.

although i still believe that everything's gonna be alright in the end,

i still hope that we can skip the process part :P

jump from 1 to 100! hohohoh x)

anyways, foundation is going to come to an end.

we are gonna dot the fullstop real soon.

please stay well, body :)

i must hold on tte! :D

back to december ♥

2011-03-23T10:18:00.000-07:00

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life? Tell me, how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while

You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up, and I know why

Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses, and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time

These days, I haven't been sleeping
Staying up, playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed, and I didn't call

Then I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall

And then the cold came, the dark days
When fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love, and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry

Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

This is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time, all the time

aigoo.

2011-03-14T09:01:00.000-07:00

i must be strong!

sorry people,
for letting you feeling worried about me for so many days.
esp. to my dear wing and feet.
i will try my best-est to remain positive de.
geob-jeong-ma-se-yo :)

and about the "earthquake-please-come-to-malaysia-and-kill-me" thing,
i said it out of pure randomness,
coz that time i cannot finish my assignment and was so frustrated
and ngam ngam hou Japan got earthquake.
touch wood lah, i also dont want to die so fast :P
i not yet go paris leh ;)

and actually feet's problem is more serious than mine.
as her B, i must save her le.
*planning in progress* :)
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life @utar.
recently i felt like a ham in between the sandwich.
all because of the two ladies cold-fighting with each other,
(you know who you are)
i'm quite upset honestly.
you two should really sit down and talk, thats what i can say.

and to the lovely people out there that reads my blog,
my current situation is between okay and not okay, 50% vs. 50%.
quote from taecyeon in dream high:
"bring the positve 50% up to 100% is the best way to reduce the other negative 50%"
something like that :)
worth for a try.

25th, 26th, 29th and 30th april are the dates for my last sem's final exam.
after that, you can see the original dawrayn™ © ® again.
be patient! :D

걱정마세요 ;)

stress.

2011-03-05T06:44:00.000-08:00

i sleepwalked last night.
ommo. i cant believe it.
i choose not to believe it.

and the only thing i can remember is:
i dozed off inside the bookroom,
and woke up the next morning, on my bed, with the fan NOT on, without feeling sticky with sweat, and left my specs in the bookroom, and my handphone in the living room.

which means:
1) i did not on my fan.
2) i did not sweat at all.
3) i did not place my specs on the small cupboard beside my bed, like what i did everyday.
4) i did not bring my hp (to wake me up with its alarm) to bed.

mum told me that she called me to go to bed,
and i just stood up and walked to my bed,
without myself realizing *unconscious*
i cant even recalled that she talked to me!
and then why didnt i on the fan?
here's malaysia you know, it's super hot even during night time.
AND the scary thing is,
i dont even remember that i actually walked all the way from the bookroom to my bed.

im doomed.
so much stress until i sleepwalked.
and developed diseases such as night blindness and drowsiness.
in all of a sudden, i've grown OLD.
ommo x/

im growing old in all of a sudden, mainly because of
last week 2 days + this wed. 1 day + slept at 5am on thursday = 3.5 days without sleep.
my body cells all die a lot already :(
what to do? life still goes on.
the deadline remains unchanged even if we do the assignment until ki siao.
even if we sacrifice our sleep for days.
even if we sleepwalked.
even if we take over all our group mate's job and carry the burden on our shoulder and work like nothing, or perhaps, a fool.

im just like the monkey above,
trying to hold an elephant with its little, skinny hands.
squeezing out a smile and keep on convincing myself that everything's okay,
and i can grab that elephant, it's just a small case.
nothing's impossible.
optimism? maybe a little bit.
more like 不知量力 i think (trying to do something we obviously cant)

i hate myself for being so soft-hearted.
and so naive, for thinking that i can do it. I CAN.

people gets tired sometimes.
im not a robot.
i just hope that i can still hold on until this semester ends at mid april.

quote from dream high.
very meaningful. i actually agree with it 100% :)
.
『世界上有两种幸福：
一种是过去后觉得幸福了的幸福;
另一种是那一瞬间是幸福的幸福。』

那瞬间觉得幸福的幸福　太珍贵了
回憶着那一瞬间　一直活下去　会发光的 ♥
.

你，也要幸福 :)

미안 해요 (i'm sorry.)

2011-02-05T07:36:00.000-08:00

maybe i've turn weaker as time goes by.
physically. and mentally.

to be honest,
i dont mind if people say "i hate you." to me.
but i really, really, chongman, chinja dislike it when people tell me:
"you looked sad."

ommo.
i cannot stand this one. NO!
and i guess it's as simple as 123 for you to figure out whats my response-
*quickly flash a LARGE smile :D*

yeah.

well, dont try to interpret or somehow investigate whats my problem.
i have no idea myself about my weird behaviour.
i cant stand myself sometimes too xP

and there's another not-good thing about me.
i'm slow.
as in s-l-o-w,
which means i'm not able to think fast.
and it takes time for me to digest something. a lot of time.
my brain is no good.
he's too simple, and his connectors are not always connected to each other.
and too bad,
the brain happens to be the only organ that directs a person's thoughts, movement etc.
hence, a slow dawrayn is produced.

anyways, just wanna tell you that
i've decoded your message after (plus minus) a thousand and few hundred days.
and sorry it took so long.
and sorry again,

for everything.

ommo!

2011-01-30T00:00:00.000-08:00

i've combined two days into one.

just a couple of hours ago,
my day starts at 5pm, sunday 30/1-
when i just woke up and put on my specs,
and looked at the clock which shows five-p.m., clearly.

you cannot blame me.
the weather is just so nice!
it's been raining non-stop since i-dunno-when outside there,
and the air turns so cool and humid that my brain keeps telling
my other organs and body cells to stay sleepy and keep sleeping ;)
plus, im half sick.
maybe the vitamins and lozenges i swallowed make me sleep more xD

8pm arrived soon enough,
fyi, its the showtime for the-must-see one million star finals LIVE from taiwan!!
ommo! how can i miss watching it?!
so i 'booked' the whole living room and forced my family to watch with me xD
the climax finally reached around 11.20pm,
when they announced lee jia wei, jess- as the winner for one million star 7 :D
she's so pro!
the song's pitch is so friggin high and she can just reach it without any mistake.
her voice is really flawless man!
and she's also the 1st malaysian that won the contest!!
thumbs up for lee jia wei! *clapps* ;)

and now im sitting in front of the pc,
current time: 4:13am, monday, 31/1.
accomplished the following tasks in 3 hours, ie:
1) played restaurant city and pet society, which i've not opened for days,
2) listened to a few super nice songs,
3) created a mixpod for my dear bloggie,
4) visited my pals blogs,
5) checked my emails, and
6) tweeted something on twitter ;)

ommo, i've done so many things in so little time! x)
*feeling proud of myself*
staying up late is so good,
you can complete so many things efficiently and effectively,
and the best thing is there's nobody around to distract you!
(although its really cold and it would be better if you're inside your blankies feeling warm x// and in all of a sudden your tummy will feel hungry and you will suffer because there's no yummy food to eat x_x)

feeling really hungry at the moment.
ahhhhhhh! *swallows saliva*
perut, you perlu bertahan, terus bertahan, tak ada makanan tau?
ommo. im driving crazy already.

mr. sky is crying outside there again,
mr. bed should be missing me by now,
mr. blanket should be feeling extremely miserable without me, and
mr. pillow should be feeling lonely too,
although danny, dwinkle and ben is right beside him...

yes, im talking to myself.

mm. it's pretty obvious
that
i should just go and sleep now. *yawns*

good-far-past-midnight-and-near-dawn-night ;)

done with

2011-01-26T14:00:00.000-08:00

email checking :)

now im left with 20 minutes to do a short update
before my class starts at 2pm.

been watching playful kiss lately.
it's such a nice drama and i dont think there's any reason
to not watch it.
regretted for not learning korean language during hols
and now i have to depend on the translations 'coz i can only understand
a few phrases here and there.

"when you found something that you like, your heart starts to beat fast",
oh ha ni told baek seung jo.
and i remember the scene so clearly because baek seung jo
touches his chest and feels his heartbeat and replied:
"well, i've not experienced that before, at least not yet..."

i agree with her.
no one can ever force you to do something you dont like.
and your heart tells you to make the right choice everytime.
it's not like you can force your heart to like something/ someone.
it's just not right. it's wrong.
you will hurt yourself in the end.

life's a looong journey,
and we will be picking up the things that suits us the most,
while putting down the other things that doesn't initially belong to us.
in the end, all you have to do is to just
follow your heart ;)

3 more epi. to go! ;)

squashed!

2011-01-20T05:53:00.000-08:00

yes, there's nothing wrong with your eyes,
after n days, im blogging again :P

well, first im gonna wish all my indian friends out there a
happy thaipusam :D
although i dont really think that they'll see this x)

so it's thaipusam today.
thaipusam.
i dont know how great is this day to them, until all indians (almost every indian in selangor, 'cos i never ever in my life saw SO MANY indians in a morning) are heading to batu caves, which is probably the only place they gather to celebrate thaipusam.

and i happened to take the ktm today.
and the ktm happened to be heading towards batu caves.
and batu caves happened to be a place where all the indians gather.

thus, i entered a ktm with MANY indians. MAAAANY.

well you can imagine-
a helpless girl holding her bottle and standing at the pavement when the ktm arrives,
just to see a full ktm with MANY indians inside,
and she was left the one and only choice to go inside to be
squashed
because she is definitely gonna be late if she takes the next round,
which will be probably full like !@#$%^&*, too.

BUT the bad thing is-
midvalley is not the next stop.
the route goes like this: petaling>pantai dalam>angkasapuri>kl sentral>change ktm>midvalley.

and i was so brainless to think that some ktm guy will tell the passengers
that "the ktm is too full, we cannot let you in"
so when the ktm reached pantai dalam,
which another bunch of indians and malays are waiting,
i was like "cheh, how can they get in, there's no space already" :P

AND to my horror,
the bunch of malay girls was like "wooooo, masuk!!! ahahahahhaha"
and they came squeezing inside with all their mights and stumbling over my lovely shoes that i just bought 4 days ago!!!!!!
ommo!!
they think they very skinny izit?? grrr.
and one of them even stick her watery hair on my skin!!!
really feel like pushing her away but it's pointless
because "away" doesn't really mean "away" at that moment.
it only means either "1mm away" or "away for 1 second and back again immediately"

and needless to say,
another bunch of indians somehow managed to enter the ktm at the
angkasapuri stop too,
which turns my beautiful morning into sh*t.
and i feel that im the only one that is praying for the ktm to reach kl sentral safely
without breaking up halfway because it's overloaded. seriously.

finally, i survived to see the ktm door, opened for me at kl sentral.
for the first time in my entire life, i've never been so happy to see an opened door in front of my eyes.
and i was like "OH, FRESH AIR!!!" and went on gasping for air for my poor lungs.
as you know, there's this special smell on some peop... and i shall not continue, it's not really polite.

my smile quickly fade away when i saw something even... horrible.
the ktm station is crowded like h*ll.
as i squeeze through the crowd i cant even see my legs. i cant even see MYSELF.
all the seats (which are originally limited) was taken, just as i've expected.
once again, i have to stand and wait for the delayed ktm.

the ktm to midvalley was even worse.
you can hear "sorry, sorry" once in a while because the train was shaking
and people cant help it but lose balance and stepped/ pushed/ molested
the person beside him/ her. lols.

so i was late.
and soaked with sweat.
and squashed like roti prata.
and being treated like a bean inside a bottle.

just forget about it.
im never taking ktm on public hols anymore. ever.
and dont you try doing so, trust me.

괜찮아요, it's fated i guess ;)

just you and me ♥

2010-11-29T18:32:00.000-08:00

i would purposely pass by the face shop
on saturday and sunday
before i go to work.
to see his face ;) ♥

and i would take the long way just to walk past
pets wonderland
to enjoy the lovely sound of the doggies barking :)

when nobody's around.

i wish i have more money :/

너무 슬프다

it's not over

2010-11-24T22:21:00.000-08:00

yet.

now i can slowly sense that life is hard. really.
i was wondering if i can still survive to celebrate new year. 2011.

nah. it's not that serious.
final exam just happen to fall on the last few days of december,
with two friggin hard-to-score-subjects-
ecs and marketing on the SAME DAY.

this is really testing the level of intelligence of my brain. aiyoh.
i do not know what to do.
my brain do not know what to do either.

*shifting the burden to some nice song* :D

一眼瞬間

作詞：鄔裕康　作曲：曹格　
編曲：涂惠元　合唱：張惠妹+蕭敬騰

女: 白茫茫的星光　灑在長長路上　想念的冰涼　你知道嗎
　你淺淺的微笑　深似海的眼光　都能掀起我　滔天的巨浪

男: 妳相信嗎　這是命嗎　這次我們放棄抵抗
　那怕擁抱　在身上　劃下深深的傷

合: 只要看你一眼　一瞬間　哪怕是最後畫面
我的世界　因為愛過而完美　誰都不該離太遠
　只要看你一眼　一瞬間　足夠我熬過千年
　我不後悔　愛若讓末日提前
　我們要一起　好好迎接那句點

女: 白茫茫的星光　灑在長長路上　想念的冰涼　你知道嗎
　你淺淺的微笑　深似海的眼光　都能掀起我　滔天的巨浪

男: 妳相信嗎　這是命嗎　這次我們放棄抵抗
　那怕擁抱　在身上　劃下深深的傷

合: 只要看你一眼　一瞬間　哪怕是最後畫面
　我的世界　因為愛過而完美　誰都不該離太遠
　只要看你一眼　一瞬間　足夠我熬過千年
　我不後悔　愛若讓末日提前
　我們要一起　好好迎接那句點

女: 如果相愛是錯
男: 錯過又算什麼　
合: 這一次我們抵死不放手　往彼此的心裡跳　跳到天荒地老　OH～

合: 只要看你一眼　一瞬間　哪怕是最後畫面
　我的世界　因為愛過而完美　誰都不該離太遠
　只要看你一眼　一瞬間　足夠我熬過千年
　我不後悔　愛若讓末日提前
　我們要一起　好好迎接那句點

男: 我們要一起
合: 好好迎接那句點

just let me chill myself for some time :/

bluuubluu :I

2010-11-19T02:19:00.000-08:00

episode 10 :)

although i dont really like her existence in the drama...
cant deny that she has a pretty face though :P

new drama!!! :D
not so sure about the title in english.
my girlfriend is a fox with 9 tails? haha.

bluuubluu.
i'm feeling pity for myself :(

loathe assignments >:/

PK ep. 6-9 ;)

2010-11-12T01:48:00.000-08:00

ta-da! enjoy ;)

11/11 :D

2010-11-11T07:05:00.000-08:00

ah, this lovely date that happen only once in a year ♥

i think it's time to blog today after my long disappearance x)

unbelievable,
really really really unbelievable,
that i've undergo so many "first times" in just a few months.
i think i can write a book liao (and force my friends to buy) xP

because i've GROWN UP a lot.

*heeeeheee* *shows teeth* :D

omg i cant believe that im writing these xD
but i think that i've changed, in one way or another.
wanna know? ask me lah x)
or you can also pay for the book xD

aiyah.
forgot to scan ep. 8 playful kiss.
im still so forgetful *giggles*
nevermind, i shall post the few episodes all at once, soon ;)

noticed his new skin?

in case you dont know how to read the korean word- 화이팅,

its pronounced as hwaiting,

which means something like jia you aka add oil! in chinese ;)

me and him wanna tell everyone out there that

whenever you feel tired, lonely, helpless,

just say hwaiting to yourself.

repeat it as many times as you like

until you feel your whole body is filled with energy :D

and continue to walk the journey of life. with a smile ;)

addicted to style, 8.30pm @ 8tv recently.
"가지마... 지금, 난 당신에 의존 수있 유일..."
*hugs*

*smiles:)*

taking a looong breath

2010-10-17T07:20:00.000-07:00

owh. i've got sooo many things to say.

lets start with ep.5 of playful kiss xD
ep. 6 is coming soon :D

i still cant believe that i've already gone through two days of working as a cashier.
TWO days for my very first job.
selling movie tickets was fun, but it's tiring as well.
and you needa talk so much to the customers non-stop! for hours.
as a result, my throat is sending me a warning letter now. ooops x/
hope the two bottles of water helps.
i dont wanna carry the sexy voice to school tomorrow :P

share with you some funny things that happened during my working hours :D

*saturday*
customer my senior
*mumbling to himself* tickets for the pope's toilet.
harr??!! the PUBLIC TOILET?? *take note: malay accent* xD
*mumbling again* no...... pope's toilet. *pointing to the screen*
OHHHHH. hahahh x)

LOL!! both of us thought that he took that super long queue just to
ask for directions to the public toilet!! xD
and seriously, his voice is friggin soft! and he's a GUY! ahhdui tsk tsk tsk xP

*saturday and sunday*
"tickets for the child's eye"
"3D child's eye"
"i want the child's eye"
"child's eye thank you"
"whats the price for 3D child's eye?"
"2 child's eye ticket"
"couple seats for the child's eye"

LOL. and i thought whats so nice about this child's eye.
原来 the child's eye is 童眼.
so many people came for this movie, i think i've sold most of the tickets for this one.
they dont even care if they get the front seats, as the theater is full.
but i'm NOT going to watch this movie. no way.
hahhahh xD you know ;p
im going to watch my eat pray love with the free movie tickets!!
thats one of the "advantages" given to the workers there :D
maybe next time we can get free popcorns or something xD
*dreaming*

but then *deng deng deng*
our supervisor there is super scary!!
he's a malay guy, but he speaks english, malay, and CHINESE!!
we cannot cincai speak anything in front of him.
and omg, i think he knows cantonese too!!

so after two days of working,
i think i can list out all the movies on air already.
the price for each ticket, which one is PG13 and 18+,
and that couple seats are for couples to carry out skinship by paying an additional fee of RM4 xD LOL.
everything is inside my mind xD
although the job is super tiring and after i got home yesterday from work & bbq
i fell asleep immediately after my bath, i shall hold on to this sentence:

"do not give up, the beginning is always the hardest."

got it from heng sweety's site :D

yupp!!
im moving on and nothing's gonna hold me back ;)

HWAITING! :D

ten ten ten! :D

2010-10-10T00:00:00.000-07:00

it happens ONLY ONCE in a thousand years.
so you say, how can i not post something on this oh-so-special-day? :D

got my lappy back already!!
so excited, now i can use the lappy's webcam during skype session
with my loves ;)

well actually i dont have many stuff to write,
i just wanna post a post, thats all xD

hmm.
as far as i can remember, i can recall 070707 which is a saturday,
if not mistaken. and i dont know how special that day is until my friends told me
on 080707, which is the next day :/
missed the chance to make a wish. grr.

then on 080808, it's beijing's olympic.
friday night after school we all sat in front of the tv and... the not important stuff.
AND i still remember i feel super gek because my birthday is the day before,
which is 070808 and i even asked my mum why she cannot wait for a little while longer
before letting me out from her stomach xD

next it's 090909.
a thursday maybe? cannot recall.
i only remember hearing from the news that many couple chose to get wed on that day
because in chinese 9 (jiu) means forever, long...
and they want to live forever with their loves :D *aww*

and this year it's 101010!!! :D
in chinese it's 10 (shi) which means shi quan shi mei and all the good things x)
i just realised that this lappy cannot type chinese one. uhh.
nevermind,
it's a too nice! day to get angry over trivial things xD

so i'll just wait until 10:10:10am to make a wish *grinns*
the more accurate the time, the higher possibility for the wish to become true ;D
according to me, that is xD LOL.

happy 101010 everyone! ;)

:D

2010-10-05T07:36:00.000-07:00

yup yup, episode 4 is here ;)
woooooooooo, look at the last few scenes xD *giggles loudly*

currently thinking of a topic to share for the 5 minutes public speaking test.
eeesh x/
and i haven't finish my chair drawing... till now.

which means ONLY one thing:

busy hours ahead!

pulls

2010-10-02T07:39:00.000-07:00

i just realise that my face is kinda elastic :P
evidence,

it'll be great if my hands and legs are like that too x)
then i can be like the mum in the incredibles,
staying in the most comfortable mode, and just simply stretch my hands to reach and get something elsewhere xD

because i'm lazy.

i am so friggin super duper LAZY.
and i hate it =/

i've been slacking around like a pig,
when there are piles of things waiting for me to do.
i can even imagine myself hearing the notes calling: "read me, read me!!"
but i just cant do it :(
to concentrate on something is my largest problem.
esp. when it's something to do with black ink on white paper(s) that kinda stuff.

i think im going to pray somemore.
wait, it should be i need to.

yeah. :/

he's here ♥

2010-10-01T01:05:00.000-07:00

as promised ;)

here! :D

2010-10-01T00:00:00.000-07:00

yup, episode 3 of playful kiss is here!!
will upload the scanned version when i get home ;D

*obviously, im not at home now x)*

and AND my sa poh ying was here too xD
so happy to see her sa poh face yesterday when she came to utar
to buy the econs. book x)
even happier because im going to see her this coming sunday!!
and heng too, and mama, and papa, and ah jie, and EVERYONE!!!

*overexcited xD LOL*

and it's kinda sad to think that the assignments and practicals are here too :(
and they're probably on their way,
thinking of *how-can-we-make-dawrayns-life-miserable-heheh!!* :/

BUT i shall not be easily defeated!!!!! xD
*a bit sot liao* xP
i will never let myself get low CGPAs again!! means lower than 3.0
just wait and seeeee x)

so thats all for now,
11am is here, marketing lecture ;)

buh-bye! :D

grinnns

2010-09-23T05:42:00.000-07:00

the newest epop with the first two episodes of playful kiss!!
click for larger view ;)

lets wait together for the next episode xD

没有苹果

2010-09-21T19:03:00.000-07:00

只有熊。x/
但幸亏没有猫，hate them!
也没有鸡蛋。pheew.

forget about the saddening results.
it's mooncake festival today!! :D
well, my-searching-photos-from-google-umph! suddenly came like...
i dont know how, it had been away for quite some time xD
so do enjoy the pictures, they are pweeeeetie x)

#1. mooncake design by google, love it! :D

#2. 文华mooncakes. should be 晨华 horr xDD and too bad theres no blue color one xD

#3. starbucks coffee mooncake.

#4. iphone shaped mooncakes!! cool x)

#5. i think this is just chololate in mooncake shape xD

#6. totally love this mooncake ad.! the person who designed this is so pro.!! :D

#7. Häagen-Dazs creamy ice cream mooncake!!! oooh *drooling* xP

#8. this one looks tasty also :P

#9. last but not least, the traditional way of advertising mooncakes. NICE! =)

now it's time to eat the real one after viewing the pictures xD

continue from the post's title 没有苹果...还好有月饼! xD

22/9/2010. happy mooncake festival to all! ♥

updates! :D

2010-09-14T05:34:00.000-07:00

aaacctually
i do not know what to write :P
so...
maybe some must-watch! movies i reviewed during the hols? ;)

first of course,
is 《恋爱通告》love in disguise that i watched with fish mama and my sa poh ying :D

well, the plot is interesting, and the whole story is so funny and romantic :)
i love the brown wig that 杜明汉/ 王力宏 wears when he disguise himself as 阿得 in the movie.
and im so gonna buy one for my brother ;D in the future.

there's one part in the movie when the music teacher is trying to tell them a story about 伯牙 and 子期, the very-touching pair of 知音maybe in the whole universe,
and it turned out to be super funny when there's a twist because 子期 passed away and 伯牙 vowed to not play his music instrument again forever.

then 阿得 was like *!!!* and quickly woke up from his daydream because he was imagining himself as 伯牙 and when 子期 passed away it means that 宋晓青/ 刘亦菲 will also...... LOL!! xD

*err. at this time im re-reading what i wrote above and it seems to be kinda hard to digest and to understand. WELL, maybe you should watch the movie to get my point :D*

so overall the movie is nice. i rate it 8.7/ 10 :D
the movie theater was filled with laughter every few minutes xD
esp. when the kid behind us is laughing like mad when everyone else stopped laughing xP

next, i shall move on to Orz Boyz (囧男孩)

in case you dont know how to read the word, it's 囧(jiong3). watched it last saturday on astro aec. not sure if got repeat, but it's really worth watching. just click on the link above for more info ;)

the story wanders around the true friendship between the two boys in the poster, how they are willing to sacrifice for each other, and how they gone through many things... and and the taller guy is super cute!!! sure become very handsome in the future xD

i love the quote: 只要记得微笑，就不会害怕了。=)

and this! tinkerbell and the lost treasure :D
i know it's kinda childish and...
BUT believe me, it's a very nice movie.
i watched it twice!

favourite quote:
"...as worldly things will pass away,
as seasons come and go.
but the treasure of a true friendship,
will never lose its glow." :)

yeah. this is also a friendship-based movie.
and the soundtrack is sooooo nice!!
ooh, i feel like watching it for the third time xD

then at last, i got this from facebook. this is so true:

"当你喜欢我时，我不喜欢你,

当你爱上我时，我喜欢上你,

当你离开我时，我却爱上你,

是你走得太快，还是我跟不上你的脚步?

我们错过了一切的惊险与不惊险，我们还要继续错过。

我不了解我的寂寞来自何方，但我真的感到寂寞。

你也寂寞，

世界上每个人都寂寞，只是大家的寂寞都不同。" -几米

hmm. i realised that chinese words are only suitable for emo post. maybe i'll try it for my next post, 期待吧!! x)

enough said for now ;)

i know it's been a while.

2010-08-31T01:09:00.000-07:00

a looooooong while ;)

不要这样心急,
反正都已经等那么久了,
不如再等多一下下吧! :D

oh i cant believe i can type chinese now xD
feeling so excited *hohoho*
thanks to kate the nurse! x)

more updates?
you shall patiently wait ;)

till my hols are here, xoxo ;)

my babooo ♥

2010-08-21T03:39:00.000-07:00

yeah i know this is random.
people do random things when they are bored ;)

one more assignment to go! :D

love him to bits ;)

slaps

2010-08-19T06:53:00.000-07:00

another mosquito. dai lei sei :P

just managed to "pull" my face out from no other book but
facebook :D
*feeling proud because i can resist the temptation of the book* LOL x)

anyways im here for a short update of my life recently ;)
but first, lets have a laugh ٩(-̮̮̃•̃)۶

从前有一个人叫阿爽，他死了。出殡那天，他的家人哭喊： "爽阿… 爽阿…" 路人不解，问道："你们爽什么啊？" 家人痛哭流涕："爽死了… 爽死了!" hahahahah xD

copy and paste from twitter.com

it's week 12 at utar.
everything's about to come to an end,
although we still have design assignment 2 to complete x/
and *dengdengdeng!* the FINALS are coming.
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesh x//
really need to start study le.
*remember my 3.9 CGPA thing.* *nodds*

so now i
dunno what more to write.
and i'm gradually getting sleepier and sleepier.

imissyou.iloveyou♥

你不知道的事

2010-08-14T00:31:00.000-07:00

this song kept welcoming me wherever i go,
facebook, twitter, and even on the way back home, the car radio plays this song :D
and now my whole head is filled with the lyrics,
which i cannot deny, is quite nice ;)

well, you can just simply click on the link on *I LOVE
at the bottom right of my blog
or you can just click here to listen: 你不知道的事 :D
believe me, it's a must listen song ٩(-̮̮̃•̃)۶
and attached below, is the nice nice lyrics.

歌手:王力宏 (paperfish mama's favourite :D)

蝴蝶眨几次眼睛才学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星但几颗会落地

我飞行但你坠落之际
很靠近还听见呼吸
对不起我却没捉紧你

你不知道我为什么离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像倾盆大雨碎了满地在心里清晰

你不知道我为什么狠下心
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
多的是你不知道的事

luckily my ears can still function well, not like my mouth, erm throat xD
if not i will sure get 忧郁症 ٩(͡๏̯͡๏)۶ (how to say in english ah? no idea.)
lols.
yeah. i'm sick and is now in the process of recovering.
eh why am i writing this here? xD

alas, it's 14th of august today, so...

happy friendship day! ;)

i need you now,

2010-08-11T05:55:00.000-07:00

coffee ♥
to keep me awake and alive until tomorrow morning.

got a gestalt to finish x/

it's today! ♥

2010-08-07T07:46:00.000-07:00

5/8/2010, 10:14pm, thursday.

Daw!tmr 10+am lo..:-)

6/8/2010, 7:58am, friday.

Daw,rmb bring camera.1st time outing 4 breakfast..n discuss assign. ......

6/8/2010, 8:02am, friday.

Continue sleeping.nice dream ya

all these sms hints are sent by MISS KATE LIM P2 the nxxxx (you know ;D)
and i'm so dumb enough, unable to figure out what they are really up to xD
see the second sms, got ".." between breakfast and assignment de.
so ying xian, this ping ping xP
and the first one!! see the smiley so mysterious, i should have notice it!!

i VERY VERY LOVE the third one,
when ah ping asks me to have a nice dream,
and making me feel SOOOOO surprised! & touched :'D
when the dream came true :DD

had an awesomeeeee 18th birthday today.
it's good to be 18 :D
thank you God for accompanying me through all these years, and little papa, for rushing home from china just to celebrate my 18th birthday :') and little mama for preparing that delicious lunch :D and also a BIG thank you to all my lovely friends for all the nice nice wishes :D
you guys make my day a memorable one!!! xD

but at the end of the day,
words that are used to describe me are still:
puerile and jejune, which has the same meaning as childish xD
learnt them from wordsmith.com :)
*laughs* so you all still have to bear with me ;D

spent too much time on facebook and chatting,
so this is not a very long post,
BUT it's written with a VERY THANKFUL HEART ♥ :D

so at last, as written on facebook,
i shall Share this album with anyone by sending them this public link:
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=197882&id=664124208&l=deb464e0fa

enjoy & toodles! :D

loves, daw xoxo 18!

wee :D

2010-08-05T00:00:00.000-07:00

first time write blog at utar :D
ping ping the nurse is just beside me!

feeling so friggin tired now.
i dont even realise that today is already the 5th of august!
happy birthday siaw yin~ :D

how i wish we can have holidays here for the month of august,
like taiwan does ;)
then we can relax for the whole month xD

life at utar is so beeeeezeeeee.
i feel like a bee now, flying from here to there,
from a flower to another flower xD
absorbing this information and that new thing~
but the only bad thing is that we have exams for almost every week.
makes me so gan jeong.
english and maths will be the next x/

nevermind. august is my lucky month *laughs*
*wishful thinking*

thats all for updates, going beezee again!

english tutorial class ;)

august

2010-08-01T08:36:00.000-07:00

*exclamation mark*
wah, i cant believe he's here already.
and i cant believe that im still alive.
*pokes myself* *heeehee*
okay i know im still alive.

well, maybe im still at the non-critical-but-going-to-be stage,
as social networking sites and warren buffett and speaking test are f a r gone xD
BUT graphic design assignment 2 and critical thinking mid-term exam and critical thinking & sociology presentation fill up the space very fast x/

gosh. the list does looks loooong xD

i must be mad. im still smiling, look *xD*

aiyah. time pass by very fast de...
see, it's august now x/

AND IT'S GOING TO BE SEPTEMBER SOON,
FINAL EXAMS!!!

dont think too far. it's just the 1st day of august.
*going to be 2nd day liao, it's 11:57pm now*
please forgive me.
you know, too much stress x/

lets sing a song:

stress, stress, go away,

come again another day.

no, no, dont come again,

i dont like you, go away!

lols. i dont even know the tune.
whatever.
it's the 2nd of august now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
owh.

im still underage. 5 more days. 5.
i dont do things the usual way did i?
people at my age are so friggin matured and they dont blog when they are stressed.
they dont do countdowns for their birthdays whereas im here...
counting fingers xD
and feeling very excited after blogging xD

warren buffet's advice: don't follow what other people do... do what you feel like doing (or something like that xP)
yeah. who cares anyway~

well, i think now im ready! make way august, dawrayn is coming :D
.

go go hwaiting! ;D

p.s i'd wonder who ticked the 'sigh' on the previous post. high 5 to you! ;)

uhh.

2010-07-28T07:45:00.000-07:00

"you know you've gone too far when you start searching your name on google."

-readers digest.

no, thats not true!
in fact, i google my name once in a while xD
you dont need to know for what reason :P

well, the "uhh" title has nothing to do with my confession above.
it's about our group's speaking test today,
that totally sucks.
i know im not suppose to use that *tootoootoo* word but thats
the only word i found suitable to describe the situation.
i feel so terrible now. UHH.

forget about it. forget about it.
my to-do list is still piling up. no point to waste my time feeling sad.
*!@#$%^&*()*
please, be more matured. im going to be 18 in 12345678910 days.
OH.
OH.
*it's a good thing* *persuading myself* x/

tomorrow will be better, i guess.
life ah life, stop torturing meeeee *whining*

preparing myself for even more assignments,
even more challenges x/

hwaiting! :D

weeeeee~

2010-07-24T08:00:00.000-07:00

weekend is finally here~

*laughs* i use so many of these "~" sign recently.
thanks to ah chloe~!! xD

it has been such a hectic week for me.
assignments, presentations, exams...
dont even have time to take a break.
and life is really cruel,
everything will continue next week, starting on 00:00, 26/7/2010, monday.
x//

but thanks to all my friends,
they give me the umph!, the strength, everything
that keeps me alive until this day xD
although just now tong ying xin nearly burned my ears after we talked for almost
an hour, on phone xD
really miss that sapoh =')
we shall jia you together, we CAN DO IT de~~ *giggles*

cant believe august is almost here.
gosh, time really knows how to fly x)
so bye bye for now, i need to continue with my

tracing ;)

about him ♥

2010-07-18T06:03:00.000-07:00

my blogskin of course.
yes, just because of the one-and-only reason that i am a her,
i want ALL my other things to be a him ;D
well, he's the lucky guy
which i picked from the many many new design templates from blogger xD

clouds
is not just about blue and white and white and blue ;)

when you are all ready to push open the windows,
there's a wide open sky with fluffy clouds waiting for you to explore.
the sky is big, just like the world.
dont just stay at one place for the rest of your life,
go,
look for new things.
there are no limits ;)
.

clouds teach me: 握不住的幸福, 要放手.
when a nimbus (rain cloud) let out all the water inside it
to be poured out as rain,
it turns from grey to white.
but if the nimbus refuse to rain, it will remain as grey as ever.
let go,
and get hold of new things instead of clutching on with the old ones =)

never mind the sadness, it will fade away somehow.
for after the rain, there's the sun and rainbow ^^
smile with the happy cloud =)

next time, outdoors? nothing to do?
look up,

and see the difference ;)

the feeling of

2010-07-16T07:31:00.000-07:00

losing someone
is truly heartbreaking.

even when mr. akmal is talking about some resible story
and everyone else is laughing like mad,

i feel like crying inside.

i hate this feeling.

so i pretended that there's nothing outside,

but on the inside, im bleeding.

i will get used to it soon,

but i will never forget you =')

我不是你想像那么勇敢

my eyes are blinding.

2010-07-14T12:22:00.000-07:00

it's 3.30am in the morning.
just finished painting.
and it's horrible x/

totally love this song.
been replaying it for the nth time tonight xD

put a tick on the to-do list ;D
oh great. there's still lotsa losta stuff waiting for me to do.
i can't really see what im typing now.

zzzzzzzzzzz

early thursday - _-

what is the main ingredient of tofu?

2010-07-10T00:00:00.000-07:00

lol, laugh until my belly hurts so much xD

it's the daily restaurant city question,

and if you answered it right, you will get a free ingredient.

and the answer is soybeans.

LOL!!

and fyi, soybeans make tofu fall in love very fast xD

thus, tofu is now in love again, with

jung il woo!!!!!!! xD

and omgoodness, he looks so much like ji ho in boys over flowers in this picture below xD

and in some pictures, he also look very alike to joo ji hoon in princess hours!!!

so jung il woo is like the combination of my 2 loves + himself = perfect!!! *giggles*

and i specifically LOVE this picture above.

the way he smiles!!!!!!! ohhhhhhhhhhhh xD

other my fair lady photos:

actually the other guy (so dong chan) also looks nice, but i love jung il woo (lee tae-un) more in the drama.

at first i thought that the other guy looks like park yong ha, but i think he's older than him.

oh well, i'll stick to jung il woo for now xD xP

♥jung il woo ;)

switch the month and date,

2010-07-08T05:27:00.000-07:00

and i'm 18!!! xD

lol, say until i'm so EAGER to be 18 xD
actually i prefer to be under age more *laughs*

doing dynamic pixel artwork this week,
and according to miss preesha, it's the toughest among all practicals x/
must faster gao dim it,
if not last minute cham loh xD

feel so drowsy today.
luckily tomorrow only got one hour lecture x)
can sleep for 12 hours today!!!!!!!!!
lalala, woohoohoo xD

oh, and paul the octopus,

you are AWESOME!!! =D

"square that fellow"

2010-07-03T05:39:00.000-07:00

thats what mr. chuah always said, haha.
"when you see that fellow, faster square that fellow." -maths.

yeah. i wish i can square myself too,
then there will be two dawrayn that can finish doing the things
on my to-do list as soon as possible.

my to-do list:
1) colour the colour wheel.
2) draw 1cm x 1cm grids on the A4 portrait
3) read sociology (monday mid term exam) x//
4) journal writing
5) critical thinking assignment 1
6) buy 0.6 artline pen & T-pin

it's not just "6 things" only.
it's f a r more than that.
sigh.
and soon there will be more tests coming up.
like a tsunami x//

i can do it. i'm a strong girl *smile faster smile*

oh and one more thing,

rip park yong ha :(

sometimes,

2010-06-15T04:40:00.000-07:00

10 is just obviously NOT enough.
so we need 11 or even 12, once in a while ;)

yup, the unit is hours.
seriously, how can one manage to sleep less than 10 hours?
in fact, i will go very blur if i sleep less than 10 hours,
i may be looking at you but my brain is sleeping,
or maybe you can say that i use my
left ear to listen, but all the info will go out from my right ear xD

nevermind if you dont understand x)

it's a bad thing that i kept yawning during class lectures recently,
then dozing off during the 5 minutes break.
tsk tsk.
especially during sociology.
it's not that mr. akmal teaches badly, but it's because of the subject.
sociology.
*shakes head* i'm so going to bang my head on the wall.
need to start revising now.

if only there's a coffee machine around PE block.

the only thing that can make me wide awake is
kim hyun joong appear in front of me!!!
no lah, no lah xP
i will suddenly think of the 3.9 CGPA thing,
and i will jolt up from my day-dreaming and day-sleeping :D

although it's kinda impossible...
but i shall never give up till the end! =)

go zzz for 11 hours!! xD

it's good to get blogging again =)

2010-06-12T07:39:00.000-07:00

and facebook-ing too xD

been sooooo busy lately, not enough sleep also.
and yeah, i do miss my weekends, very much.

shall blog more soon,
now that the computer virus is no more.

but for now, i need to sleep first x)

stay tuned! xD

hi all =)

2010-06-01T06:01:00.000-07:00

yes, i'm finally an undergraduate!!! ='D
ah, all the indescribable feelings and unphotographable moments ;)

and of course, needless to say,
i'm friggin busyyyyy nowadays.
really missed the free times i've enjoyed which seems kinda long long ago,
BUT, i do also love the life i'm leading right now.
at least i have something to do everyday =)

so what i'm going to say is,
i wont access the my msn and facebook and whatsoever thing for the moment.
maybe only on saturdays or sundays or when i'm really free.
especially facebook.
you know, there's a whole load of games there alluring you to click on them and play.
and i always cannot tahan myself and end up playing for hours.
tsk tsk.
so the conclusion is: i will not touch facebook anymore.

but my blog, yes.
writing blog posts can improve writing skills de ;)
so if there's anything that you wanna tell me, just leave a message on the chatbox ;)
i may take some time to reply,
but it's better for you wait and wait for me to reply through msn or facebook.
p/s. i've not touch msn for more than months liao, fyi. and if you know me very well, i seldom reply sms-es unless there's something really important/ urgent OR in some cases, when i'm bored ;)

concentrating on my studies nowadays.
yes, i'm trying very hard to be a diligent and hardworking girl ;D

my eyelids are closing in 5, 4, 3, 2, 1 seconds.
needa wake up early tomorrow,

nights ;)

oh well,

2010-05-27T05:25:00.000-07:00

i'm here without knowing why.
ask my fingers xD

savouring my last-last piece of freedom currently.
classes start right on next monday.
and by that time i believe that i will be really really busy,
so i will have to let go of... almost everything. mm.

don't feel sad. don't feel sad.
*smiles* uh, it's useless =/

addicted to solitaire, a very nice brain twisting game.
you learn to lose and win ;)

i promise myself that i will definitely work extra hard for foundation.
future awaits ;)

heee.

mirror mirror on the wall,

2010-05-20T00:00:00.000-07:00

can i ask you something?

if only there's one nearby.
i have lotsa lotsa question to ask him/ her, erm, it?
lols.

not in the blogging mood recently.
tell me what to blog when i'm just doing the same thing again and again everyday?
sleep, wake up, bath, watch tv, computer, eat, sleep...
urgh.

this remembers me of the "ri ji"s (diary) we were forced to hand in
every week, back in school.
then my teacher will scold the people that wrote something like:

"today's sunday, i dont need to go to school, blah blah, i played computer games... then later my friends asked me out to play football. we played very happily until 6pm something, i reached home and took a shower, had dinner with my family. this is a wonderful day, i love sundays."

lols.

as for me, when i've really really got nothing to write,

i'll make up a story like

"today's my so and so friend's birthday..." or

"we went on a vacation somewhere during weekend..."

and of course,

the whole story is fake and fake.

i'd wonder whether the teacher actually noticed it, ha!

so you see,

it's actually the teacher's fault that we learn how to tell lies.

they want something new from us,

so we gave them all these make up stories loh xD

but then little papa also taught me that we can tell white lies,

as long as nobody gets hurt.

hmm. i'm wondering how many lies i've told before.

this shall go into the list of questions to ask mirror mirror on the wall.

haha.

alas, i would like to stress that i LOVE progresses.

even though i love holidays and would like to go back to the past very badly,

deep down inside i still feel a slight of joy and an urge to shoutout,

(especially after my little papa telling everyone that i'm going to university xP)

that i'm going to university!! =D

4 more days to go ;)

neh,

2010-05-15T03:29:00.001-07:00

just like cinderella,
while she was enjoying the dance, the prince and everything,
the clock strikes 12.

ding dong ding dong times twelve,
everything disappears into thin air in the blink of an eye.
whats left is a helpless girl with a glass slipper, and nothing else.

how sad.

well, this post is actually part 2 of my previous post.
i still cannot let go completely of all those things, stated before, and be-before.
i still miss high school.
and i think i miss preschool as well =(
oh, oh, and kindergarden...
and everything else.
owh.

kinda feeling helpless now, where's my fairy godmother?

it seems that like, the only thing i can do right now,
is to finish my remaining holidays happily, before school starts.
and before everything else ends.

oh please, dont end too fast xO

it's a torture

2010-05-14T01:34:00.000-07:00

when you have a nose but you cannot breathe through them.
*ahhchooooo* *sniffs* x/

and

when you have a mouth but you cannot eat/ talk properly
because there's three EVIL ulsers inside it.

urgh.
and i'm still not prepared for May 31st x//
add one more,
it's a big big torture to think that my lovely holidays are about to end.

sighs.
no more sleeping until late late,
no more watching tv in the morning, (or perhaps, even for the whole day)
no more playing computer games, (because got a lot of homework x/)
no more freedom.
=(

i still dont want to say bye bye to my holidays.
owh.
why do good things always have to end so quickly?

big sad face = (

drink, drank, drunk.

2010-05-09T01:14:00.000-07:00

they look better without the "-ed",
so i shall not put it behind them xD

yup, thats my condition yesterday night xP
oh how can i get drunk so fast?
i'm not even 18 yet x)

we went ipoh yesterday to celebrate mothersssssss day =)
(got many mothers present last night)
and little papa brought along two bottles of champagne,
each containing 15% of alcohol.
then we went to this restaurant, which serves only chinese tea and plain water.
so i started to take the champagne xD

then after a while
(which is the time i think that i got addicted xP)
i started to like this new-to-me drink,
plus the waiter which kept serving when your glass gets empty,
so i drank a lot of it.
A LOT.

then suddenly i feel my heartbeat increasing dup-daply.
my heart was like thumping 1000 times per minute.
(wait. whats the normal heartbeat rate ah?)
make it 101 times then xD
so i was like: "mama, my heart beat very fast eh..."
then my mum was like staring at me and said:
"oh dear, your face is friggin RED!"

oh no.
and all my relatives are there.
my grandma, aunts, uncles, cousins...
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, no face liao x//

so due to my red face last night,
i shall not post any photos.
although i really really wanna post some of them. oh wait, i haven't upload them x)
the photos with me and my CUTEST nieces =D
i'm their aunt. haha!!
but of course, my face is red in the photo, so...
ah, so diu lian x'/

lesson learnt: you can drink but dont get drunk, or else... heee ;)

it's May,

2010-05-08T20:38:00.000-07:00

may i hug you?
;D

tomorrows mothers day,
so i'm talking to my little mama ;)
ah, what to give her this year leh?
come to think of it, every year i also give little mama a handmade card.
its like mothers day = handmade card.
lol.

and i think she dont like handmade cards anymore,
because if me, my sis and my bro gave her a card each,
say for five years,
it'll be 3 x 5 = 15,
plus the cards given on her birthday, five years also,
15 + 15 = 30
= the cards she have in hand xD

lol. i even imagined the picture that little mama throw away our cards
after she said: "thank you, it's very pretty dear."
hahahahahaha.

so to make this year a bit special,
little mama and i both agreed that we should do something different ;)
we will have a tea together, and hug each other after we finish tea-ing xD

at last,
may i have this opportunity to say happy mothers day to my little mama.
p/s. she likes green x)

loves, daw =)

its labour day

2010-05-01T03:11:00.000-07:00

for my fish too.

yeah, if you look in the aquarium with a magnifying glass with light,

you can see five little fishies,

new to this world =)

but sadly,

the fish mama (real fish) died after giving birth ='(

she's so "wei da", sacrificed herself for her babies.

sigh.

her photos while she's still alive, the one with the biggest tummy:

r.i.p., dear fish.

oh goody,

2010-04-29T05:55:00.000-07:00

i'm super duper HAPPY! till today =D
things are finally going as smooth as a vanilla smoothie x)

i feel a sudden urge to change my blog title to
"be happy :) NO, i'm already VERY HAPPY!"
lols.

before i start to explain why am i so HAPPY!
i would like to say sorry to all the cute human beings out there
for not blogging for so long =)

you know,
its actually ok if you failed.
it makes you even happy and brings you more contentment
when you succeed! to do the same thing again next time =D
and whats more,
you'll feel very excited when you start to blog especially when
the last blog post is the one that you say "i failed."

i'm not creating suspense,
it should be really clear at this point,
that i, dawrayn chai, have passed my car exam!!! xD
woohoo~!

oh, thank you God =)
thank you for helping me to reach my dream.
(the one that i'm wearing sunglasses while driving my lovely blue! car with philip!- my dog beside me)
lol x)
now may i announce that the dream is already 20% accomplished =D
remaining 80%: earn money, buy car, earn money, buy dog x)

then the next thing that is worth feeling happy about is that
i'm settled with my further studies thing.
will be going to UTAR to pursue my graphics design degree
after the one year foundation, that is =)
and class starts on 31st of may.
so all overseas plans will have to wait after four years.
never mind lah horr x)

yes,
everything is going on very well for me,
and i'm really thankful that it is. really really. chin ja ne.

life is a show, and you are the director.

i'm beginning to love my life to its very bit ;)

the long lost daw returns

2010-04-13T00:00:00.000-07:00

with a bad news.

let me sigh first,
s i g h .

failed my car exam horribly =(
my heart sank.
dont really want to write in details about how i fail,
because i just failed =(

owh.
things just dont always go nicely as we thought it would be.
we cant decide what's going to happen next,
the only thing we can do is just hoping and hoping,
which sometimes make people feel really...
tired.
especially when all our hopes turn into sheer disappointments.

i realised that when you want something really really badly,
you wont get anything at all.

quotes from "meet the robinsons" when lewis was unable to fix the pb & j machine
...it's a brilliant failure!!!!! *laughs* *claps*...
...but i've never got anything right before, owh. i'm a loser...
...it's okay dear, sometimes from failure, you learn a lot, but from success, not too much...
................
...like my husband always said, you just need to keep moving forward...

yeah.

5/4.

2010-04-05T05:49:00.000-07:00

i've not realised that today's qing ming until my little mama told me.

no wonder it's raining the whole day.
hmm.

i remember there's this chinese poem about qing ming,
qing ming shi jie yu fen fen,
lu shang xing ren yu duan hun,
jie wen jiu jia he chu you,
lu ren yao zhi xing hua chun.

haha. hope my han yu pin yins are correct ;)

so, i wonder if it's a rainy day for every qing ming?
people crying, sky also crying.
only on this special day rainy days turn out to be...
...sad. =/

still struggling between my designer dream and my director dream.
can the sky decide for me?
if it rains tomorrow, i will take design,
and vice versa.

what a brilliant bet.

aprils-no-fool =/

2010-04-01T00:00:00.000-07:00

when you can't get the real one,
find a substitution ;)

it's aprils fool and i'm alone at home,
no people to fool,
not fooled by people also.
how can april fool turn out to be so boring? x/

ah wait, i'm fooling myself with the candy pizza.
=.=

miss my pals.
i remember when i always get fooled my friends will say:
"haha, dawrayn chai is very easy to be fooled, go fool her."
then we will tease each other and laugh together
even it is not at all funny.
OH NO.
i've got the love-to-be-fooled syndrome!! xP
or
maybe it's just the miss-my-friends-too-much-until-crazy syndrome.

i dont know.
things are more simple back in high school,
now everything is getting so much... complicated.

even laughing doesn't help much =/

the process of growing up x//

not enough,

2010-03-28T00:58:00.000-07:00

please rain more sky =)

it's a breathtaking scene watching the rain drops on the car window,
and when you turn on the wiper,
whoosh,
there goes the rain along with my frustrations, bye bye =D

when it rains everything else seems importantless,
the wind and rain will blow and take all the troubles away ;)

even looking at the raindrops falling on the side window
drives away the problems.
i can temporarily forget that i'm car-challenged,
school-less,
and the fact that i am fat xP

lols.

too bad the sky doesnt want to give me more time today =/
never mind, i shall hope that it will rain tomorrow =)

after all,
we are living in a world full of endless possibilities ;)

100% rain-lover ;)

bread and circuses

2010-03-25T00:00:00.000-07:00

helps a lot when one is depressed =)

problems arise to make people think of a solution to solve,
so instead of feeling sad and depressed,
i ransacked my entire house and found myself this =D

this is just the perfect car for me =)
see the wheels? it moves like a real car!!
ohohohohohohoho x)

now i just need to imagine myself sitting in the car,
do the imaginative side parking inside my brain,
draw it out,
remember the moves,
and wholla!! problem solved xD

at times i just love my brain. at times :)

but of course, i must still think of a way to do the slope test.
come on brain, make ideas.
maybe i should do as the instructor said, eat more.

ah, i just hope that the food energy will go to my arms,
not my legs x)

kin cha ne, smile more and worry less *hee*

the happy self returns ;)

kill me,

2010-03-22T20:56:00.000-07:00

just kill me.

i cannot do the slope AND the side parking =(
so it ends up with
i have to take another extra lesson.
oh good.

i hate kancil.
i hate manual cars.
and i hate clutches the most, they make the car go backwards on the slope =(

and those who know me real well
should know that i am not good at directions.
i cannot differentiate left and right, same goes to zuo and you, kiri and kanan.
it takes me a minute (plus minus) to figure it out.
and today,
after i turn the whole friggin useless sterling to left (or right) fully,
the instructor told me that i'm suppose to turn it right (or left).
urgh.

and they say if you cannot do the slope,
you will fail straightaway.
i can only do the three point turn,
which is totally useless IF i cannot manage to do the slope and the parking.

console me, encourage me, give me tips, or whatsoever.

i'm depressed.

i can run away

2010-03-17T05:57:00.000-07:00

for a week or two,
but i cant do that forever, huh?

so i got my results last week,
and it is not good.
and when i mean not good i also mean that i dont want people to ask me how "not good" it is.
yeah.

i've let my parents down,
as usual =(
sometimes things like this just choke you to the very last bit.
how can i, how can i?

planning for my future studies currently.
a levels? form 6?
sigh.
its like i'm left with many bricks and was asked to build a house,
without knowing how.
what to do? life still continues, whether you like it or not.

challenges come and go, only people that are strong can withstand them.
am i strong enough?
i feel like typing yes xD

let time prove everything ;)

i've think about it

2010-03-09T05:05:00.000-08:00

again and again and again.
yup, three times. maybe even more than that xP
anyways, i've made a conclusion.
i shall not think about spm result day anymore. for now.

it is kinda useless to think about it
and frightening ourselves like theres no other thing to do on earth.
it's not like i'm going to get SUPER GOOD results just by thinking about it.
oh please, let me get good results, please... xO
be rational dawrayn chai, R A T I O N A L .

i wish i am a guy.
little papa say guys dont think so much like girls do xD
what to do?

well, just like my mama say de,

think positive ;)

화이팅 :D

mainstream :)

111111.

i cried.

Yay?

once in a blue moon :D

*flips*

another cute song :)

그 사람 이승철 :)

mid July

up-date!

天啊!

AH!

-____-

blu!

*grins*

09.04.2011 ♥

fruits

next please.

you can say it's random :)

back to december ♥

aigoo.

stress.

미안 해요 (i'm sorry.)

ommo!

done with

squashed!

just you and me ♥

it's not over

bluuubluu :I

PK ep. 6-9 ;)

11/11 :D

*taking a looong breath*

ten ten ten! :D

:D

*pulls*

he's here ♥

here! :D

*grinnns*

没有苹果

updates! :D

i know it's been a while.

my babooo ♥

*slaps*

你不知道的事

i need you now,

it's today! ♥

wee :D

august

uhh.

weeeeee~

about him ♥

the feeling of

my eyes are blinding.

what is the main ingredient of tofu?

switch the month and date,

"square that fellow"

sometimes,

it's good to get blogging again =)

hi all =)

oh well,

mirror mirror on the wall,

neh,

it's a torture

drink, drank, drunk.

it's May,

its labour day

oh goody,

the long lost daw returns

5/4.

aprils-no-fool =/

not enough,

bread and circuses

kill me,

i can run away

i've think about it

flips

grins

taking a looong breath

pulls

grinnns

slaps