you know,

i miss watching boys over flowers very much
pandaman is friggin boring x/

been out with my little papa these days :)
there's many things that i need to learn from the elderly AND the successful ones,
according to him.
so i've met SOOOOO MANYYYYY successful people,
people from easy pha-max, agel, tox out (or out tox),
and all the dato's and datin's,
who are filthy rich.

and on the way to meet them,
which is when we are in the car,
little papa will give me lectures on how hardworking he is
when he was young, and how he work to earn money himself without
"stretching his arms to get money from my grandma",
and that is when he will ask me:
"so when are you going out to work?" or
"you really should start making money while you're still young."
and of course, on the way back from meeting them,
little papa will definitely and absolutely and positively repeat the aforesaid questions,
and he probably will add on:
"see, you should take them as your example." and
"it's your life. you yourself should plan it, no one will do it for you."
and he will end it with a sigh and say:
"sighhh, it's no use if i continue to say, you have to learn yourself lah."

owh.

this remembers me of the story of the hermit crab.
heard it from the drama wayward kenting.
there's this hermit crab that doesnt want to change its shell
because he doesnt want to grow up,
so he refuses to come out of his old shell, which has obviously turned small and squeezy
due to his constant increase in size.
so in the end, he suffocates to death in his old shell =(

and here it is where han wen, the male character,
confessed that he had also been like the hermit crab in the story,
which refuses to grow up after high school,
even when all his friends has graduated from uni. and got their own job.

so,
of course i dont wanna be like the hermit crab and han wen,
but...
i need time, and a bit of guts xD
to crawl out from my "old shell"

i believe that things will turn out good for me,
cause God is with me =)

jia you!! ;)