i thought.

is never a good word to use.
i thought that i am strong enough after all these years.
i thought that i can put on a brave smile even if i am falling apart deep within.

but i was wrong.

thoughts are scary; feelings are scary; people are scary.
i need a silent corner in this fake world.

i am almost there.

***

just two more sems and i will bid university life goodbye.
seriously can't wait for it to happen.
many have been asking: "what do you plan to do after graduation?"
work. im gonna work. (should i reply like that?)
the truth is, i wanna travel around the world, do something meaningful, live life.
Lol. but no one would expect such an answer. Oh well.

Not trying to be emo here, haha.
i've seen and experienced quite a lot since i last updated, and found out some ugly truth..
Haih. Humans are just... sinful at all times.
anyways, i hope my last two sems would proceed as expected; my poor heart cannot receive more extra shock.
A self reminder that me and my sis agreed on: DO NOT trust anyone easily.

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不要期待，不要假想，不要強求，順其自然，如果註定，便一定會發生。
just smile and move on, no matter what happens.