help.

this is no good.
NO GOOD at all.
for the first time in my life,
i feel so lost.
sejarah.
flip flip flip.
9 freakingly long chapters-
+ 242 pages.
and to make things even worse,
1/2 of it is about islam.

read past year question paper.
essay questions 60%
what the...
hello?!?!?!?!
even the three science papers
don’t have essay questions
that ‘cost’ 60% lah…

now i have two choices:
choice 1:
kill me bah.
i dont think there's any space
left in my brain to squeeze the
boring sejarah info in.
*why do i feel so helpless?

choice 2:
i should just swallow up the whole book
and go to sleep.
yup,
this is just what im going to do.
it’s just that…
the book is too thick =.=
urghhhhh.
or should i cook it into soup? lol.

conclusion: i chose choice 3, which is "dunno, dont care."
sighhhhhhhhh.
but one thing's for sure- that is
i wont memorise the 9 chapters. or would i?

this feeling can be easily described.
picture a person in the wide blue sea
with two hands waving wildly,
shouting ‘help’ again and again.

yup,
you got it right now,
that person is ME.