the feeling of

losing someone
is truly heartbreaking.

even when mr. akmal is talking about some resible story
and everyone else is laughing like mad,

i feel like crying inside.

i hate this feeling.

so i pretended that there's nothing outside,

but on the inside, im bleeding.

i will get used to it soon,

but i will never forget you =')

我不是你想像那么勇敢