l-i-f-e.

eeeeeshh
got sick during chinese new year-
life couldnt get better.
coughs.

life is weirdly weird.
when you want to get sick, you wont;
but when you donwan to get sick, you will.
and when you want to die, you wont;
but when you donwan to die, you will.
it's kinda spooky, huh?

in contrast,
life is also normally normal.
如果是你的，想逃也逃不掉；
如果不是你的，想抓也抓不着。
if something belongs to you, you cant and wont get away from it;
but if it does not belongs to you, you cant and wont get it anyway.

agree?
you have no reason to say "NO".

p.s. be strong, dad's twin sis's ex husband's daughter aka my cousin, and face this thing called "l-i-f-e" with a smile =)