i saw

a frog jumping up and down in the garden.


someone: "when are you free?"
me: (without further thinking) "everyday, haha..."
i feel like smacking my mouth on that very moment.


now people of my age are all starting colleges,
working,
or maybe doing something meaningful...
whilst i'm still here, doing nothing, watching frogs jumping up and down.
urgh.

this is the first time i realised that
it is not good to be free.
and growing up is not fun at all.

i should really start working.

for a better tomorrow?