i miss you.

[12 : 12am]

it's a wonder that im still awake at this hour of time.

usually im already wandering in Dreamland by 10pm.

it must be the coffee.

drank too much liao =.=

just sent some nonsense to khai and paperfish

bored. sien. cannot sleep. dunno what to do.

i must keep my mind occupied. MUST.

if not my mind will wander off and go wild n...

n think of the things that im not supposed to think?

(like what?)

what nonsense am i typing?

lets do the same thing as in the movie

"The Little Mermaid"-

plucking off flower petals one by one.

i will post this.

i will not post this.

i will post this.

i will not post this.

i will post this.

WAIT.

how many petals does my flower have?

make it five then.

OKAY. i will post this.

[12 : 24am]

12 minutes passed by already.

but im still sitting in front of the computer

unable to close my eyes.

oh, this is hopeless. totally HOPELESS.

lets start counting sheep.

1 sheep.

2 sheep.

3 sheep.

STOP.

what the heck am i doing?

this is so NOT dawrayn chai.

just go to sleep please.

GOOD.

now i am talking to myself.

OH GOOD.

[12 : 36am]

my mind started wandering off.

i lost control of it.

why is it so hard to erase something in the past?

is it that impossible to forget something?

question marks are filling up my mind.

i cannot think.

everything is blank. just BLANK.

i'll let this picture explain everything.